7th July 2021

Gaslighting – has always been one of David’s favourite way to abuse. Trying to make the person think he or she has the weaker mind but isn’t the irony of it that the person who has to resort to gaslighting which must at least now be considered antiquated and foolish, is the one with the mental issues.

I thought we had a good day earlier. But now I realised this was part of his ploy again. And again and again and again I fall for it why? Because I’m stupid when it comes to David Sargeant and I have no qualms saying that. Because other than him, who’s opinion really fucking matters anyway (except you my precious readers lol)

Dean Stanford (apparent good friend of David’s?) wait till Dean learns David was the one who lost his Alienware by giving it to Paul and Nathan. Wait till Dean finds out David has no care for anyone but himself not even for his daughter and son. Wait till Dean finds out David stole his soundbar and in the past David has stolen deans drugs/ice before. And I have always been David’s confidante for his secrets and to this day in a way i still am but it’s kinda like throwing it into the wind now. If Dean is lucky enough to read this then please realise David has betrayed you many times , ever since he was buying ice off a man called Tucker.

David came home at around 4am? My gout flare up today was obscene pain shooting without even moving my lower limb. David saw that and I don’t know if it’s the pain or the fact he could not care less that made me weep probably both. Is it bad that I wish in future his daughter grace meets someone exactly like him?

He said he was going to go upstairs to give something to Dean, which was fine and two hours later I was like where are u he said upstairs and I said it’s early in the morning come back which I have every right to say to him at 5am. I mean come on he is selling drugs not savings lives at 5am. He said ok I’ll see u in a bit and that’s per verbatim. Half an hour passed and I called his phone and he said casually and nonchalantly I’m on my way to city to restock (but I truly believe probably he was with his mistress ie the new me and how can I complain right I did the same thing to Sarah just as how David will do the same thing to whoever this cretin is)

And we a row because I know he see this wrong that EXACTLY why he did it. When u are one floor up at 5-6am and say I’ll see u soon, don’t even need logic to dictate it’s actually soon and not a subjective soon. And he purposely didn’t even bother to come down one level to say he had something to do first or call or text. He is not stupid. Just a cruel cruel cruel man and father. And he knows exactly what he is doing.

Oh I am a cruel cruel cruel man too because remember his ex Braden Short, I might have emailed his boss recounting the incident in Ballarat where he told David “And he’s Asian?!?!?” And said to his boss I kinda feel this is racist behaviour (which was an understatement ) congratulations Braden u racist bigot , thank David for telling me all the ugly things about you so I can have ammo to crucify your xenophobic ass. 😜